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my-fascination.livejournal.com

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moved to livejournalone step closer to u =)

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i just realised how fast this yr is going to be ..19 jan --> mum's coming2nd feb --> meeting jit14 - 18 feb --> half term14 feb --> vdae18 feb --> CNY21 feb - 2 march --> mocks2nd march --> my birthday30th march --> Easter break24 feb --> jit's birthday2nd - 18th May --> IB finallook! i can even put them into a plan. tt's how fast it is going to be. i hope i am feeling the pressure soon reallie.

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Another year has passed, goodbye 2006 . i left for uk in mid 05 and it has been almost 2 yrs, yet that days seemed like just yst. i cld still rem the scene at the airport. My parents and sam send me off to london. At the airport abt 10 plus sec sch frenx were sending off, that moment was unforgetable. leaving everyone n everything to pursue my studies .however, i nv regret everything i got to

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i am back here for almost 2 weeks now, =) well at least this trip makes me closer to u. if only we can be this this always in uk and in sg. whenever we are free we will come down to meet. but this will only happen in few yrs time.this xmas is the first yr i spend with u. is a new start from everything abt our past, our past r/s and everything, now is just u and it will always be. hopefully. I

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2 more days. and yup i will be with u in singapore again. boo, is unfair tt u left 3 days before me and i got to stuck here with my sch and everything but then again, i cnan't miss too many lessons.talked to my mum this morning, this time is so much better at least what ever jit say tt i need _________ and i am getting it. after all i am still the little girl to them . =p and yesh. my plan for

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i wanna be home. i feel the stress here getting more and more. i dont know why , business internal assessment does not seems to be doing well i must say. sigh. universities applications and so on. predicted grades everything jsut add up to one.first time in my life i feel the pressure, i feel i have reach my max. actually it is also partly my fault i dont like to do work during the weekend tt's

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been quite awhile since i update well, my life still goes on as usual, just these days rather emotional. when out with temu last night to mood. it was great fun. that's when we realised we have not really have a girl's night out for a long time, we are so stress with sch work and as for me. weekends tt i am free i am with jit. last week i was over at linn's place. erm her cousin place and her

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i am so so tired , i have so much work to complete yet i am still doing it slowly. ok at least this week i completed 2 of the things. TOK essay and personal statement. ok, the credit does not go to me all =) . i am still left with business and econ internal assessment. i guess after these 2 things i will be more relax. and i have a small math portfolio to do.I cann't wait to be back in sg

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back in st clares. but now till dec break i am going in routine. =)yup yup. weekend was good. but hamsty was reallie annoying . sleep and sleep . ah!! and again for the second time i missed my train , i was shit scared tt i could not reach home on time. curfew was at 11 and i reached 10 mins b4 tt. lucky. actually i have more than sufficient time to reach. but as u know the british rail can

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my Lakhjit says that i have not been updating.. haa as if he does not know what is happening to me everyday. right baby??well. my exams are almost done , but i am not reallie looking toward to it becux i am afraid tt i will screw it up again. i guess this time round i reallie did work hader than previously. well. so far so good. i hv got phy tmr. i wonder how it is going to be cux i know i need

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thx for all yr wishies. =) and i miss u all hopefully this time when i am back in sg we can spend more time together. =)lakhjit singh... =) i just love calling u tt cux i know u dont like tt. =)i have started on my revison but still not alot. well at least there is some. oh and last night the mouse in our rooms kept me and temu awake all night. okie. this is oxford and uk where is one of the

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my exams are so near. sigh i dont know i am still the same and i am down with a cold. yesh yesh only 3 more weeks and i will be less pack but i have all the intereal assessment to complete.i had a long chat with linn last night well. we talked out the same thing that we always tak and something tt only us can talk till so much. =) then we end up doing some online shopping on lezana and vic secret

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1162065195766731732006-10-29T03:07:00.000+08:002006-10-29T03:53:16.416+08:00

well, i am happy with this trip and i guess is worth it. althought the money i spend on air ticket is abit ex but i managed to do many things this time round. we got citizenship which is better for my bro becux in case anything happen to him there is always something back up for him. and this time round i feel like our life is back to normal again unlike the dec trip. well we went out for dinner

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baby boo baby boo baby boo !!=)enjoy yr weekend in london while i am in sg. see u sooni have been having jet lag for a few days and not reallie wanting to correct it becux i am going back to oxford in day. keke ok ok i am going to study my phy now.one step closer to u =)

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this is such a short break i must say is already wed and i realised i have not done much work. i guess i will stay home on friday and sat morning to study. cux wed i will be with yang slacking in my hse and thur i am meeting cand for awhile. feel like going to eat chilli crab tmr. think i will ask my uncle. since he is here now. i bought 3 pairs of shoes yst and i love all of them actually i

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I am back in Singapore !! =) but only for a week.well only 6 days actually.i miss u boo. and yesh yesh i had a nice time in leeds with u. froggy. i will tell u the taste of the food haa. kee.yang came to fetch me from the airport and we went to food republic to eat haa. i miss chicken rice n we sit around mc cafe and talked abt life. as in what happen btw us in this 1mth plus. haa sigh. well i

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a week just fly. and i realised i hv not donw much of study this week or in fact i did not do anything. all i did this week was to prepare for my intl talk and ya. it was all temu's fault she wanted to give a talk on singapore and then she just left me to go back to mongolia see.. ! but then again i manged to do it. haa the room was full 15 pple and i know my presentation was a bit short but then

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las night i went to bonfire with jo. this bonfire thing has been happening for ages but then we never reallie go there but last night we decided to. =) we will still continue i guess , is a way of socialising with the rest of the school i realised.we went there late so by the time we were there 70% of the pple were already drunk haa. the thing for the night ws to celebrate the end of the extended

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sigh.. in fact i am rebeling more n more against her.. i dislike her more and more some how. i was looking through my sec 4 pic and realised how big i was . is not tt i am small now . but i used to be reallie big for 3 years. sigh i dunno what happened to me for tt 3 yrs. that i put on so much weight . i guess i can only blame it to myself. actually i was ok at sec 2 it is the sec 3 and 4 tt is

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EXTENDED ESSAY IS OVERone step closer to u =)

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i hv not been out for a long time, what i mean here is out at night and drink with fren. sch work and everything just made me not in the mood everytime. but just night i went to drink with jo, chen and wei they all. there were 2 other pple who i did not know apparently they used to study in our school before but who cares, and they know i have got bf so i am definately not there to hit on them.i

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non serious stuff..at first i wanted to go down to london to meet linn and all. but i guess i will mee her when i come back i will go and see her and bring her some singapore food if i can bring over. =) yay. sometime i like being xiao nu ren, is always nice to feel young and stress free. of cux i am happy that jit is with me and he is always tonking here and there, cute. =)i decided to club

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I just read yang's journal, she definately has changed alot over this 2 mths.. and i am glad she realised this at this age. i guess is now abt time to think abt our future and what we really want in life. why do we want to get into uni ? is it just because everyone is doing it ? i think if u have the mentality u will still do well in uni but u will stop at somepoint when u realised tt u have

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stupid temu left me alone in this room and ya. sigh some pple just dun understand and get my hints. i talked to yang today and linn i realised tt i have not call her for a long time. well ya. when i came back from buying my kebab i saw 2 pple sitting in my room perfecto. when i needed some time to myself they did not seem to understand. i may sound selfish but i enjoy having time alone in my

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I am going back to Singapore in slightly more than a week time. of cux i am happy and excited to see everyone back home but then again , i just came back to uk not long . so there is nothing much i am missing like food and all expect i miss spending time with my frenx back home.now my life here moves between sch , my room/mate and jit. I kind of cut off with other pple from my sch , i dun

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FROGGY FROM THE WELLThere was once a frog who likes to croak. *croak. *croak. It also enjoys singing the oinky tong song. which makes it irritating. =) but i still love u frog

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went up to leeds during the weekend.friday mooncake festivali hosted the event, it was alright i did it with 3 juniors i am not very ok with it thou. becux i missed out alot of speech becux i was not at all prepared and all but pple say i look good on tt day haa but the truth is i put on weight although it was nice and after all it was not so scary and nervoous i thought i would be . i got used

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my mum wants to move again, maybe back to paterson but paterson is going to demolish in like 6 mths time therefore they need to find somewhere to stay soon. i am going to suggest to them tt i want a 3 story hse. first story would be common area for all of us, second level for them and last level for me and my bro then i will get all the proper freedom tt i need =)

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my weekend is almost ending again well, it has already ended since u left. too bad i only get to see u for less than 24 hr . but at least we had sometime together. i love everything abt us. i love waking up in the morning and u by myside. waking u up at 6am becux i cannot slp =) well too bad we are 4hr away from each other. but at least we are in the same country if we really want to see each

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last min decision yst =) went down straight after sch to london to meet him. well it was all worth the time and effort becux today is a happy day. haalast chance for my business internal assessment this sat. i guess i have been slacking all along and all. but i wish everything is going to be fine soon. i need to start working on my ee. is going to be due in 2.5 weeks time. i miss home i miisss

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The weekend is finally here, is not because i can go back home or meet jit or linn or just going to bicester for shopping. Since i came back to st clares all the work all just piling and piling untill i don't know what to do . i realised tt i have not done much but then again i have been over stress and tired, friday evening me and temu just stayed in our room and slept. i don't know i don't feel

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yst was definately not a good day for me, first time i cried on the phone to jit . i should not have but i love my bro too much , i got send back froom business and kevin warn me not to be late . he said if i try improvement then he will change my prediction. so i better .although, so many unlucky things and whatever u called it, i am still happy with my life. because i have u. 2 more weeks to

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this week has been rather busy and constantly rushing. i dunno why what that's the way. linn came here on tue and ya. i went for lunch with her family and all. brought them to this spainish restaurant , susposed to be there with jit but then he is not here so i went there with the linn.jitty jit jit . sorry for annoying u with my stress =) i miss my summer. dunno it seems i have nv ending work to

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I miss my wonderful weekend with uat least my weekend was not a waste and i realie do enjoy it =) i miss u too , well on top of tt our citizen application was approved so i got to go back to sg in a mths time lucky , i susposed to be back on the 27 but luckily i had like 10 days holidays but that's also mean i cannot visit u but i will come once before i go back =) thx for the weekend darling .

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well, i had a bad week this week, endless hw and finally i get to slp last night without worrying tt i will not be able to hand in my hw the nx day. It had been a reallie busy week , i know this is just the begining of IB2 well.and i realised that my predicted scores are damm lousy , sigh sigh sigh . so stef is time for u to wake up now . hopefully this is not too late for everything. Roni's word

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i don't know what he reallie trying to tell me but all i can say is , is all over i hv move on from it and i am happy with my life. well maybe i think a little too much but then the lyrics of the song he send seems like everything he owe me mths ago. but i guess is actually too late for him to try and change everything now.just like what temu say i shld not care abt pple who once dun appreciate

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life is full of funny and wierd things that weveords cannot describe. i seriously don't know how to describe whatever i am feeling right now. sad?? happy?? i dunno or maybe just mixed.If we just keep looking back at the past mistakes tt we made , i guess we will nv move on and achieve a much greater steps in life. I thought abt ij days and suddenly i realised how many pple actually walk in and

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i am back here for almost a week. i was kind of surprise at how fast i took to re adjust back into st clares's life. the next afternoon i was walking around city centre n summertown doing the same routine i used to go earlier this yr. the summer was a great fun . now i got to put my mind set into study . well ya . i am trying and tryingthis week has been a busy week for me. firstly, i have got so

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i hv arrived at st clares for almost a day well now i am up at 5am doing nothing in fact jo was right tt i will wake up at wierd timing kee. well well well . ysti arrived at st clares around 10 and start unpacking my stuff, it was wed so normally on wed the timming are rather lax. all i had was maths, xiao hui and PSHE.And despite being tired i volunteered to bring the new chinese student to the

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I MISS YOU =)is that big enough, i miss everything we do. okie i also dun want to let to dua tao also keke. come back soon and 22 ndddddddddddddddd.. well i am back in oxford in st clares life is just so fast =) i miss everyone i cannot ask xy to come down to town anymore sigh i miss those slacking days..one step closer to u =)

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one step closer to u =)

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jit: darl i know u will see this one day, maybe in abt 1 or 2 days time. well i know both of us are trying and noone expected such thing to happen . i admit that i am kind of disappointed ,tt u don't have much time to spend with me before i leave. but i really understand yr fear and all. i know u are reallie scared, well, and i know if we want to progress deeper into this r/s we got to solve this

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2 more days and i am leaving this place , i am feeling kind of sad but then life got to go on. my studies in st clares' canot be neglected therefore i hv got no choice but to get back to uk on time. well things have been pretty good btw us, i dun reallie want to say anymore btw us, just tt there is still a confusion inside me, i will get over it soon i believe just give me one more mth and i will

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1157038529677394862006-08-31T23:18:00.000+08:002006-08-31T23:35:29.696+08:00

last night ladies night would be the last night in sg . this summer i think i only miss 2 ladies night or one. i cann't reallie rem but ya. oh wel. i am going to miss these night out when i am in uk. but i got to set my pirioty first see i got to get my result so yup. actually i am going to miss everything tt happen this summer. of cux the most 2 amazing thing tt happen this summer wld be xy's

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i cann't understand this world anymore, seriously. it can be rather racist and discrimination sometimes. like how they like their own race is the best. but this is the 21st century and yup. i am facing this whole thing abt traditional thing now. i really wish jit can share abit with me but i dunno how i am going to break this news to him. i want to be with him and i dun want him to think too much

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i am in china right now. but i am going back this evening well. been here 3 days and this time i did not shop alot. just bought some neclaces and belts, socks and studs. well trying to get something for jit. now i can be sure myself i am with him and feel tt i am with him. we are talking more and sweet . even when i am in china i am calling him in fact he calls me more =)just now we said

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last night clubbing was great=) went to momo at first cux of free entry and free drinks but the crowd and the music sux, is the ah lian and the ah beng kind of crowd. and the music is like no remix one they just play the full song. or we left momo to MOS which was so so much better, haa. well gotham drinks is so much better i must tell u =) but i made yang flare yst hee. sorry. i was abit

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yst was a shit day cux. i just realised that my booking back to uk was cancel. damm so now i am officially one week late for sch and i dun reallie want tt to happen but i have got no choice sigh. i guess is my fault but not totally my fault the person who did it for me did not reallie exams the terms tt i have to instruct them to issue my tic. although staying here a week longer means tt i have

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I just read rach's blog well i totally understand how she feel cux i am feeling the same too just that i guess i can demand a lil but more from him . but then again just as how rach say , i also cannot expect anything from him becux i am not in the position right now. i want to go to chalet with him.=) dunno what he will say i know he is sending me off the airport this sat . sweet sweet . yst he

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why is things just not falling in place. i hate it! just becux i forgot to do something this morning. and ya everytime i am trying my best to sve something but must everyone keep asking and asking and say they will put in back in 2 days.. i need a freaking sum in 2 weeks. how am i going to save in when u just keep asking me to pay and pay for this and tt. i did so much for u dunch u think is

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Yst was not a good day for me definately, well yup i almost ended everything tt was going on, okie. firstly i was already not very happy with the attention i got from him and then to add on to that he missed our date , it was freaking 4 pm and i still cld not get hold of him when we were susposed to meet at 2pm so ya i was freaking pissed and my poor mum and everyone around me was like dun dare

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well. guess we just need to restructure our life, i cann't live life the way it has been and i know it realie sux. just like last night i was thinking i shld not be in anything tt i dun see anything happeninf or anything . you said u want me to demand things from u then u got make me feel that i can demand and depend on u sometimes. but last night stuff made me thought of somethings. i told u i

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last night spend quite sometime with jit and ya i am glad we did becux we seriously need to do something to this r/s with we reallie want to make things work. the earlier part of it was kind of bad, i was kind of dissapointed becux ya. we went of movie and having not seen him for like 4 days i felt like an stranger and not his gf. ok we are seeing each other but we need time to reallie move into

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i thought i have grown up. i thought i cld made my own decision . as in i am reallie happy abt the way my life is right now. the freedom i lead. i guess one yr in uk reallie change my perception of life. i am still fighting for my own independent. and i want it the only way i can do is to prove my mum tt i am not tt little girl anymore. as in i know she has been much much liber in my upbring

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guess everyone has got their own perception of life. i do have mine too. i see what most beautiful abt someone is the quality and the way she/he carry themselves. but too bad this world is all abt materialistic and superficial. i admit tt i am superficial and materialistic to certain extend but i do draw a line to where i shld stop. life is not always owning the most number of branded goods.

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i guess i am happy with the way i am right now. althought i reallie wish i am 10 kg skinnier. but ya. i will take it slowly now. well my r/s with jit has been pretty good except for the fact abt my mum's disapprove. i reallie hope one day she cld change her mind abt him and everything but for now. i shall not tell her much . is not tt i want to hide from her but i dun want her to have

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well everything else is fine. i have accepted the fact abt the our only 12+ hr. so ya. but then yst he called me while he was driving to talk to me and he ask me yst if i can spend more time with him nx week will we leave for uk. well yup. tt was what i wanted all along and ya. and today we did not talked or sms much but as long as i know he try to talk to be. called during lunch break. and

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ming: i am glad and reallie happie abt the blessing i got from u. well i think tt is the best thing that i cld get from anyone.even if 1000 frenx came to say like good luck and everything, a a simple bless from u can over ride all of their. the chapter for us had closed and i am walking my new chapter with jit. i reallie hope one day u can call me to tell me all abt this wonderful girl u have

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yst was probably one of those days in the summer tt i enjoyed most. well i still miss those days when linn and rach were here in town. jit is amazing. i am sorry if i have made u feel disturb with things i have said but i think yst the talk we had worked for both of us.for the past few days i have just been wondering why he would want to go for a relationship with me. when everything was stated

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wells. jit is treating me more concern with everything well. yup after all he is y bf but somehow i dunno why i think thinks are moving too fast btw us tt it is so wierd for me to say him as my bf. i guess i reallie need time to accept. i do like him and miss him and have him on my mind. this relation is kind of a challenge for me cux he stays in leeds and i stay in oxford. and we will not be

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1155178331613245652006-08-10T10:33:00.000+08:002006-08-10T10:52:11.700+08:00

yst was national day and ya. went to woodlands to study with xy and then we went to esplanade to watch fireworks. but we were late so we did not manage to watch the fire works . but we got down to exprience the crowd and atmospher. which was kind of shit. well jit wanted to meet me later so ya. so we ( cand, xy and me) weere at starbucks talking abt 2/3 . basically everyone in the class n out

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well life has been so much better these 2 days. other than me catching a cold. my mummy xinyang brought me to see doc yst cux i dun reallie want to reallie get sick so i went to see the doc immedialy. ya i am not pissed with Jit anymore and we are doing fine now. well. we are doing fine as frenx up i dunno reallie see anything going on except for the fact we are talking, meeting, oppo SDing and

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last i was kind of pissed with Jit . ok i know he got his rights to choose where he want to go but if wanted to be with his friends he should not have ask me out. ok whatever. last night i told cand tt actually there is no wrong and right between both of us becux he is not anything to me and i am not anything to me . but we are kind of seeing each other no status no commitment no string attach.

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1154669149943518442006-08-04T13:18:00.000+08:002006-08-04T13:25:49.953+08:00

i am shit confuse someone please help me. i dunno i think things are so fast is like i also dunno . things happen in just a flash of time. well Jit was reallie nice yst was talking to him like aroun 12 then he could not reallie hear me so he say he would come down to my hse here to chill. at first i find it kind of wierd but then we were talking at the pool side so ya. he was like i just wanted

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yst , in the noon time i was at national lib with xy to study it was quite a productive day for me but not reallie xy. well yup. then we went to eat ren ren da xian mian. i was reallie good and then we went back to touch up make up and change to club again. too bad yang had to leave by 11 am.last night was reallie great, club with my cousin and she is reallie a party animal. i cannot rem how many

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everytime my mum is back i don't get my slp. sometimes i dunno why but ya. i had a talk with xy over something yst . dun reallie want to say . luckily i had her or else i will not have made up my mind.baby: i think u will read this . so sorry last night i could not talk to u , but i will find time and all. i know u are going through shit and u are reallie tired of waiting for something tt u think

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1154448382356962382006-08-01T23:46:00.000+08:002006-08-02T00:06:22.433+08:00

well. read xinyang's blog and i agree with her to i should not care what others would say abt me. or abt us. just like what i told nic yst. it does not means tt u are bad if u smoke or drink or piercing all over or getting laid around. but most impt is the inner beauty and i believe all of us have. but others judge us and view us is diff. smoking and drinking is a way for destress and kil time.

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1154446740772098792006-08-01T23:28:00.000+08:002006-08-02T00:29:35.040+08:00

my rooms after xy clean it

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i know tt every happy things will always end one day, life has been a bliss for me for this summer. although am single but i have nv been so happy being single since jan well. i guess the credit goes to pple around me. yang has been always there for me this holidays. like tt day we met josh and jeff, well yup. we had a long talk beside the pool and finaaly went up to slp at around 5 . i guess

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1154072748902912482006-07-28T15:39:00.000+08:002006-07-28T15:45:48.916+08:00

last night was the chance to get out of SD but we chose not to. well yup. xy has been staying in my hse for 3 days 2 nights. wed night susposed to go to mambo night but then xy was kind of sick after the free drinks. so ya.. but then gotham was kind of fun. the crowd was white so i am not reallie interested. . laazy continue

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didn't do much today and yst. last night went to city hall for dinner with nicholas. well yup susposed to be out with xy but then she woke upp too late so we called it off . then nic text me to as me if i wasn to go for dinner so yup. well hanging out wth him is fun cux he entertain me.. pure frenx are always fun.. although i used to think i can nv be fren with a guy . they are either bf or

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1153717415516650502006-07-24T12:56:00.000+08:002006-07-24T13:03:35.583+08:00

rach is back to ausie and linn is back to thailand. well i guess soon i will be back in uk too. and life is going to be a routine again. this holiday i should say was great although i have not met up with a lot of pple , basically have not met up with any HS pple at all. i need 2 weeks back . when linn was staying at my hse .. and cand , xy and rach will pop by occasionally , or stay over. the

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1153709742968923632006-07-24T10:43:00.000+08:002006-07-24T10:55:43.036+08:00

jst came back from burma 2 days ago well. went there for almost a week1st day--> I was too deprieve of sleep to do anything. so went in to bed early.=)2nd da--> was a slack day. i spend most of my time at the other office just surfing the net. talking on msn haa. then of cux i did go down to my mum's office to do spotcheck .3rd--> took the flight down to mandalay to see my dad.4th--> flight

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rach: i am going to miss u babe.. u made this summer amazing.. sigh u leaving so early .. well i will mail u soon a letter sweetie.. take care .. drive carefully hehe.Yst , we woke up late as usual.. they have been camping in my hse for the past few nights well then linn and rach got craving for KFC so we went to tp central for KFC and i joined a new line. cux i lost my fav NEC slim phone on the

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1152865845224252702006-07-14T15:55:00.000+08:002006-07-14T16:30:45.296+08:00

this trip made me realised who i can really talk to .. abt everything.. well yup.. i reallie appreciate everything and every moments we hang out.. well too bad all of us are going to be at diff part of the world. dec ... we will meet again. the thing is everyone of us do the same thing. we can sit at some smoker's corner and . talk .. abt inch long stuff... SD .. hopefully the nx time we meet we

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1152764127642361952006-07-13T12:08:00.000+08:002006-07-13T12:15:27.676+08:00

last night clubbing was fun.. well the accompany was great.. binny.linn.cand.alyssa.minyi.nicole... k dun reallie know nicole . minyi . nv talk to them much. yup yup... too bad i could not drink. cux of my piercing i want to recover in 2 days. sorry binny i did not know the guy was josh. so ya, i am still so fucking sleepy. xinyand came over to my hse and woke us up. tonight another night.. les

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1152701301447634602006-07-12T18:45:00.000+08:002006-07-12T18:48:21.466+08:00

Went tanning with linn and rach yesterday. well i am much darker and love it... oh and i finally got my tongue pierce !! heee... the navel was not at all pain but then the tongue is freaking hurting lah.. been surviving on liquid food. and nothing else. well... i am going to myanamr this sat is was kind of a last min decision so ya... and gonna see my dad but i dunno how to tell him stuff. sigh.

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1152504576497401452006-07-10T12:04:00.000+08:002006-07-10T12:09:36.566+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Xinyieee.. muackx

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I think i have phobia for relation that needs commitment. well i dunno. i just kind of concluded that. well i guess it is all becux of my past realtion with sam. it is reallie hard for me to move on from him. even though i led my life normally as usual. well.. today.I am proud of myself for going to gym despite being tired and lazy. although it was only like 40 mins but then it still make a diff

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met up with xy and rach that day well.. i went shopping with xy the whole after noon .. there are a few things that i want to buy but i cannot cux now i am kind of broke. i guess from today i am going to quit s.....ing completely cux ya after last night i reallie feel sick.. i nv had this before i guess is becux i finish almost one full one.in 3 hrs. sigh. i should also stop sighing there are

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Life is full of surprising. we will never know what is going to happen to us next. well but however we still got to work hard to achieve what we reallie want in life. I was tanning today and suddenly realised how well i did for my PSLE and how shitified i get for my o level. well. My IB exams will be in one yr time. less than that actually like 10 mths but then again i only have like 3-4 for the

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I have not been town for 3 days. well today was fun thou although i was kind of home. xinyang and cand came over to tann and swim then we went to tp central to get some stuff. hehehe. I miss those days . is like we were cooking our own meal again just like before then they dyed their hair in my house as usual . and after 6 yrs all of us became so zhi lian lah. 3 mobile phone .. constantly taking

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I have been slacking doing nothing for a full 2 weeks i reallie dunno what i want out of it from this summer. it feels as though before coming i have millions of things to do this summer but now i cannot think of anything in particular things to do. heee should do some fruitful things. well temu as for our plan i don't think my side is working so ya.. but then i will not give up i believe there

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well. i dunno i have not been going out these days, just randomly sacking at home and going to gym.. i need to lose weight before going back to oxford. i dunno why maybe losing confident over him. Although he knows how i look and all but then ya. i don't want to look fat in front of him. and i don't think anything gd is happening either dunnoo.. maybe i dun trust his words at all lah. temu asked

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1151690238340874492006-07-01T01:07:00.000+08:002006-07-01T10:02:30.496+08:00

well i was feeling low today and wanted to go out to drink and get drunk. but then sad things don't last forever. although the things is still not solved but i hope this will have me solve it. hehehe.well is abt ADI. well is try i am interested in him but i hardly know him. i met him only once. but then again ya that once is kind of alot. only today i realised that there was a misunderstanding

stefhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07532307010028751448noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5596317.post-1151592504624004452006-06-29T22:19:00.000+08:002006-06-29T22:48:24.703+08:00

Last night at zouk was fun, i have not had this kind of fun for a long time. well clubbing in oxford is diff. becux of the pple well. the guys here stick to themselves and they are kind of ya. so is diff. well but i enjoy it although there is no guys hee. with binny and cand there was fun. we went of prata after that so ya put back on the weight from dancing. hehe..Met up with saman today, long

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well everyone around me happily either in love with someone they love. well. as for me. i decided not to think to much abt guys and forget the past in singapore.. i know is now totally over for you becux u stayed in singapre and time had heal you. but for me this time round is like the first time i am in singapore and i reallie feel hard to concentrade. well well. i have been in uk to avoid

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well. is another weekend here in singapore. i should say a reallie boring weekend i had. i have booked a chalet for tmr. but i guess i should be canceling it cux i dun reallie feel like going there tmr. and also i am not in the mood at all. mum came back today to settle steven stuff. and he was reallie stubborn untill even i lost temper at him. well i have my limit,,so yup and he had definately

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well today in the shop was reallie boring i had nothing to do at all. only towards the end i serve a few customer but yup. other than that i had nuthing to do. i reallie want to go prawning but then i dun want to be there with samuel lee. i dunno i am realli trying my best get him off my life totally. i guess i would. some how i want the sch to reopen reallie quickly. cux i feel that my life has

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Had quite a busy day today. well i showed Martin around singapore. is kind of wierd actually cux i hardly know him. haa. we went to chinatown then to orchard then sentosa. visited quite alot of places today . I don't why i showed him around . when basically he is a stranger to me. maybe i am bored and since he come to singapore and i know singapore pretty well. so ya why not make someone's day.I

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I just came back from MF well i have not been there for mths . almost 6mths+. I seriously dunno why i am working so hard for what there is no reasons for me to continue . maybe going back to oxfrod is my drive welli have 2 mths+ more to go. Temu and Aga are in london . i miss them so much. hee. i finally got my hse phone and bought a calling card to call temu there. miss updating everything to

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Almost 5 days had passed in singapore and i have not reallie met up with anyone except for xy,cand and yar,. well the rest are so busy with everything. i guess i will visit michie one day . =) this time round things are so diff. i aren't interested in anything even clubbing or knowing anyone. i kind of concluded i am diff now. i guess everyone changes. well as for me and sam he asked my bro if we

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Forget abt last post. is just venting my anger. I am in singapore right now but surprisingly i reallie miss being in oxford. i dunno not that much but the feeling is weird.i guess is becux i learn to apreciate the place and the pple around me. i dunno why but i ket thinking of Mr 2hr guy . i guess he nv knows n he is probably still playing around in oxford. but then again i dun have the right to

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well well i think i have done enough for you and yup.. since we are not together anymore i think i rellie should moved on. althoug i have moved on in term of the realtion but i reallie cannot moved on you being part of my life used to.. is like is just the habit seeing something that i like i would buy for my brothers and i will aso buy for you. but then again you do not appreciate all this and

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well well. i have funny feeling of excitment and fear inside me. is like i have been lookign forward for this day to come for mths and finally, it almost unbelievable . To think of it was almost spoiled by one unknown person i ramdomly met. Ok! i am also kind of relieved by the fact that one of my sch mate confirm his identity and i am glad he did not lie . i met a stranger who i think he was

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IB1 good bye IB1 and i hope this summer is a good start for me. I wish i could sort things out with my bro and my family and everything. The start of st clare's life was anticipated and excited. I rem the first time walking around the school campus, it was filled with fear and excitment. Looking around the school filled with unfamilar faces, the atmosphere was totally diff from IJ. IJ was full of

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Well i did something diff last night. i have got no idea why. but is just the feeling i know the rule of the game but then i think i cross the line/. pple warn me for the "danger" but i just cann't seems to care. He gave me a diff feeling i guess is becux i knew nuthing abt him and there is no commitment , it is as thou i had a dream. becux i went to the wash room and was still wondering if he

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last night was alright but not that great becux oxford was just simple empty. i was in london for the weekend. friday . was the best shopping trip i had this term. i guess as i grow older now i prefer to shop alone alot. i dun like to do that in singapore , i have got no idea why but . maybe cux in sg noone actualy shop alone and here u see many pple shopping alone. friday i started from 5 to 9.

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